Twenty twenty didn't win

Had my surgery today. Pretty sore but alright. Still feel kinda sedated and tired. That's about it. Made some Easter paiks with mom.

Have a new abscess under my arm. I'm stressed. Been trying to do at least something every day, not as much as I was doing, but still more than I used to. Shaving my head Saturday. Going to quit smoking next week. Nervous about surgery. That's about it. 

Things are alright. Had a bit of a breakdown last night, but doing better today. It feels like spring. I don't know what all to say, really.

My back is messed up. And I have to get my gallbladder removed. I think Neil has been rolling over, but haven't seen it happen yet. Not much to say, really.