Twenty twenty didn't win

Things are going pretty well. I don't have much to say. Been working on happiness above all else. And it is wonderful. I wouldn't say things are perfect, but I'm not sure that's possible anyway. Just started working five days a week. Been working on art. Have been reading and writing every day. I also practice music and tarot daily. I'm keeping my sims alive quite well. And there's this guy... Also, have been checking the mail, paying Bill's, shopping when needed. Of course, taking care of Neil, as well. There's also time for socializing when I feel like it. I still have problems, but will work through them.

Trying to get my life figured out. Going to be getting more hours at work! Trying to figure out visitation and such still. Been working on art, music, writing. Been reading and pulling cards. Have been stretching and lifting dumbbells. I have a date for valentine's day! Been trying to take care of myself so I can be a better mother for Neil and person in general. Not doing to badly.

Things are going well. Been keeping busy doing what I love, learning new things, working, socializing, taking care of myself and Neil to the best of my ability. I am happy, even if things aren't perfect. What is perfect anyway?

Just had my first piano lesson. It went pretty well. I've been doing my best to stay busy and not give in to negativity, but I've had the worst anxiety of my life a couple times in the past week or two. I made an appointment to go to my primary care and see if they can do anything since the psychologist won't, and to make sure it's not something more serious. We went to the new shops in town today, they had some cool stuff.

An end to the strangest year ever. What will this one bring? Hopefully: health, wealth, and happiness. These are my wishes, three.